good to read this

I surely don't know everything about physics.. but I'm good enough at it: if there's something you're not understanding, maybe I can help... or at least try to. PM me if you want, ok?

aaaaargh electric charge.. I fucking hate that part..
pretty much every one in my class fails anything that has to do with electric thingies

yeah my class sucks we fail a LOT

and dia, I've had a period that I thought everything was a conspiracy (against me), that people pretended to be nice to me, just to let me crash down at some time.. but the friends I had back then, are still my friends so unless they've got a reaally complex conspiracy, it's all alright.. most people don't do such things and most friends are real friends you can mostly feel that.. at least I can..

not always though. I'll tell you a story about a friend I had in secondary school.. we were in the same class in the first grade, and we became pretty close friends, we had our little friend group, consisting of 6 girls who were pretty different but also the same, in some ways. A teacher of ours couldn't tell us apart at the end of year 3, her grades were really bad and she had to do the 3rd year again, and I was passing to year 4 (or it was 4/5, don't remember) and those summer holidays were really weird. she barely talked to me and cancelled all our 'appointments' or never even made them. in year 4 it's a 'tradition' in our school to go on camp for 3 days, because some other students will come to our school. there were not many in my year but still it was fun, we were in the 'ardennen' in belgium she went there without me, and after that.. well we pretty much NEVER talked to eachother anymore.. she ignored me and the other 4 friends.. it was all very very weird cos before that year we were pretty much best friends..

oh and a funny addition: I bump into her every now and then; we live in the same environment so it's kinda obvious..
I was at a gig of the dutch hip-hop group 'de jeugd van tegenwoordig' (they're really funny xD) in my hometown,hengelo. and after the gig I was REALLY sweaty cos there were like TOO many people in a room that was too little to hold em all.. so I went to the ladies room to take of 1 shirt (I had a longsleeve shirt underneath a short-sleeve tshirt) so I went in one of the little rooms to pee, and I heard people talking about her.. I thought it was someone else with the same name so I didn't care about it..
I didn't feel like changing in a room where I can barely turn my ass around, so I stepped outside the little room and changed in the part where you can wash your hands etc. and JUST when I took of my shirts, guess who entered the toilet room? xD

yeah that was a WTF moment

Thanks Lisa & Grumzz! I decided not to waste any more of my time worrying about it.

You guys are the best, ya know?!!

Thank you very much for your effort I'm on my way to PMs right now, you can check your inbox in a few moments


Me too, I hope I won't pull out this question on final exams

@Dia - I'm glad you're better too I'm going to sleep now(I hope it will help), because yesterday I slept for 5 hours or so.... and today I was not very kind to a few people because of the stress

*hugs everyone*

Yeah, tr; I hear you! I get really cranky & overly sensitive when I'm tired. Hope you get a good night's sleep tonight! Cheers!

TR : I wish I could help you.. but its been forever for me and physics

and

Dia : Im glad it all worked out..

*hugs to you both*

Thanks Liz. *hugs back*

I've discovered exactly the same thing in the last few weeks. I've slept quite well and today was quite fine, I didn't do anything stupid(or at least I hope so) and I didn't get angry because of anything unimportant. Hurray

@Liz 41 - It's ok, thanks anyway

*hugs everyone*
*and again*
*and again*

Good tr! I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better!

I know

AND I'M FUCKING PISSED OFF!

I'm really fond of going to festivals, I went to pinkpop and lowlands (which are pretty much the biggest fests in the netherlands) last year and I bloody loved it

and I want to go to some again this year
BUT ALL OF THEM ARE
- too expensive
- during my exams
- during school
- when I'm in scotland (which isn't even sure yet but I'm sure that when I've broken up with my bf and I CAN go to sziget/lowlands/pukkelpop they will have all sold out)
- crap line up
- too far away (I don't have a car/licence and it's too expensive/hard to go by train or something..)

FUCK IT ALL

I'm listening to in flames

and I'm like 'dude. don't I have something LOUDER?'

I want to kick the world.
but the world kicks back a lot fucking harder (lyric from the libertines )

I don't want to be Forum Police, but could you please stop using F-word so frequently? It's kind of annoying, imho.

sorry, is it ok if I use it with stars?

it's a bit of a bad thing, but I'm really used to swearing a lot..

I have a crush on this girl..however she has had misreable experince in the past and hence has lost the confidence is getting into a relationship...

She now states that she would marry anyone whom a mom/dad gets for her...

I am really mad at the guys who have broken her heart..


I have never been in a relationship with any1 till now and seriously like this girl..but I dont think that this would now work out with her....

I am angry and sad at the moment. Learned one of my friends had an accident while walking in the street. A goddamn window fell on to her head, going in to the brain. She is in intensive care but doctors do not see any hope of survival.

Goddamn country, goddamn people, goddamn piece of...

I really do believe humanity is overrated. Really do...

Kevin.. dont lose faith, those who have had shit relationships aren't gonna trust in one right away.. you need to stay around, dont give up cuz it seems like shes not interested, shes just afraid.. wipe away those fears, make her happier with a Good relationship.. it may be work but promise me, if she means enough to you its worth it.

Ya ..Even i know that..thats y i am hanging around..but its diificult...she knows that i like her so she is trying to do things that would not give me signs of the fact that even she has got a softconner for me...i dont wanna loose her friendship come what may..so i shall be hangging around and would be hoping that I would get her someday in the future

GODF**KINGDAMNIT

I fail at relationships.

and I'm gonna fail engineering (subject at uni)

and SHIT. do not want

Once again the Danish population disagreed completely with me and voted for one of my least favourite songs at the Danish song contest And it's horrible, because this year we actually had some good songs!

once again the Romanian population disagreed completely with me I don't know why I keep watching these finals

Why do I seem to be the only one who takes making our yearbook serious?!
A girl was kicked off the team this week because she still hadn't finished something that should've been done in November. Now we have to do the things she didn't, and one of my classmates is starting to protest that 'this is not what she signed up for'. If she's still being a bitch tomorrow, I'm afraid I'm going to hit her...

stop complaining, wanna know what the dutch are gonna send?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDk05IMVnPk


ewwww

Are you talking about this year's Eurovision songs?
From Finland there comes Waldo's People and now Estonians are saying that their song is plagiarism.

Last night, my parents were watching, and I still don't know if I should've started crying or laughing very loudly.. It's horrible

I was in total utter shock. normally, singers have young girls/women dancers.. these 3 bloody idiots 'hired' 3 women, FAT women, and put em in shiny (the song's called shine) black tight.. thingies. I quickly switched to another channel, and didn't watch the vid I posted, but Ithink they wore catsuit-like clothes :S

and yeah, this years eurovision.. I thought poets were in the race for the finnish contestant?

no they weren't. who said you that? or where did you hear/read?

I'm angry to myself because I just said horrible things to my friend when she was happy.

I don't know actually. I read 'poets' and 'eurovision/ SOMEWHERE but I don't remember where or when and in what context xD

or was it phoenix effect?

hurr, I don't remember. anyways

I'm a bit angry.. I had a little party at my uni and I drank pretty much.. but a good friend of mine said he was still a bit in love with me. I don't really know what to do about it, since I don't love him, he's just a friend.. and he got pretty wasted last night, because he was pissed off cos I kissed some other guy.. (that was fun btw xD)
anyways.. I got the feeling he's a bit angry with me right now and that makes ME pissed off, cos I haven't really done anything wrong.. I can't help it that there are many guys attracted to me? (ok that sounded a lot more arrogant than I wanted; but the thing is, I'm in a study that has only 6 girls in the first year; of which 3 are taken. now I'm single again.. well let's just say that i'm a bit in the centre of attention. before I broke up with my (ex)bf I was 'the centre' too, but it's gotten worse.. people might say I'm kinda asking for it, since I'm a pretty loud girl, with barely any shame. the guys in my year (and the next year :p) seem to like that.. I'm really guy-ish, so I really don't get what they see in me.. but whatever.. I don't like being loved this much, I feel like I've got to give em something back.. but I can't do that.. and that pisses me off too, why can't they just stop liking me?


rant over

neither POTF nor PE are taking part in Eurovision. I think what you read is a thread where some time ago someone asked whether Poets would partecipate

For the rest: you seem to be a very funny girl, so full of life, so always moving and up to something... Maybe you create some mess too, but... well: in the end I guess everything goes alright
just as long as nobody gets too hurt
and it's good to have attention... enjoy

Some of my friends think that drinking (alcohol) at school is really cool and they say, or one of them say that I'm softy because I don't want to drink AT SCHOOL tomorrow! (well, I don't want to drink at all or at least I try to not to drink before I'm 18 ) Maybe he doesn't mean it 'cause he's drunk right now and he said it on MSN. But I don't mind about what he or them all say I just think it's really really really stupid to drink in the middle of the week when we have school next day!

hehe.. guess what I did last night..

ok I'm a 'student' so I guess I'm allowed to..

and NEVER ever let people force you into drinkin alcohol. the excuse I use(d) the most is 'I don't need alcohol to act crazy and irresponsible'