Yep, sounds familiar. Pretty much every friend of mine is using pretty much alcohol(under 18-year-olds) but I'm not into it and I have to explain why I don't wanna drink.

I think it's everybody's own decision when they drink or where but in my opinion it's really stupid to drink at school or in the middle of the week if we have school next day. And I don't mind if they drink alcohol, it's just stupid. And it's stupid that they try to make everybody drink and if you don't drink you're softy etc.

But like I said I don't mind, it doesn't matter to me what they do if they want to do it and they think it's cool or something. It's just that I don't want to drink and I won't drink no matter what they say. Well, I can drink but not like they 'cause they want to be drunk. You know they are just wanting to have that drunkenness.
We're on that age when we want to do things that are forbidden, but you don't have to do it like every single situation you possibly can.
Well, I got to laugh today when I saw them at school. They had a little hangover and they looked so perky and everything.

they drink at school???

Janina, keep on doing what you know it's the right thing

Yep. I really don't know what the hell they are thinking...

edit. happily they drink only sometimes in school and they drink only a little at school but still it's stupid.

ok, now I'm really pissed
I was at a gig in amsterdam last weekend (ska-p )
and I had my digital photocamera with me
and my mobile phone
and I lost both of them
either someone has stolen them, or they just fell out of my pocket.. both are possible, it was really crowded (sold out; 1500 people I think..) so I wouldn't really notice anyone touching my pockets, and there was a huge moshpit (I was in the middle of it ofcourse) so I got pretty bruised n stuff.. it's possible that during the bumping my pockets opened and the stuff fell out.. still, I don't understand that people aren't that honest to give stuff they've found to the people of the venue, I've asked a couple of times, but they've only found 1 cellphone. and I've heard of at least 3/4 people that they've lost their phone or something else..

luckily I had insured my phone.. but my camera is pretty much lost. 200 euros GONE!
and it's not like it was a cheap weekend...

I hate backstabbing, insidious, manipulative people.

Got this exam tomorrow for which I studied 0 minutes...
It's not difficult or anything but it's soooooooo boooooooriiiing that I would rather bang my head against the wall whole night than study...
But I have to...

I hate myself for being this lazy, I could have been studying since Friday, but nooooo...
Stupid me...

Rumors.. i HATE rumors!

Me too! And people who make them!

Guys, it doesnt get any better when u get older.. I agree, I hate them too.. but they do happen because ppl do not grow the f* up! Even adults act like they are in high school and sometimes, elementary school.. just ignore it. U know the truth and thats all that matters!

You are a far better person than those who start and spread the rumors!

I know that feeling

But it turned out just fine...
The exam is actually tomorrow...

And, yet, I was up whole night studying...
Slept about an hour and showed up at 7.30 for exam...
Professor came about 2 hours later and told me it's tomorrow...
At that moment I wanted to scream...
So it's double :retard: 4 me...
Yaaaay....

Me too.

Now, I'm just pissed off...
Exam is on Monday...

Oh, this college is seriously f*cking with me...

I have exams on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.........I'm not interested in studying anything in the weekend, but I guess I have to...

my exam is on Thursday. Not that I'm angry, but since we're writing our exams agendas
well, actually I'm a bit stressed because the exam was supposed to be later, so I knew I had more time to study... but then they put it on the 19th: less time having to study harder >.<

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
I'm angry at EVERYTHING!!!!

first, at myself. I still don't know what to do with my ex.. I still love him but I'm not sure if I want him back (long story.. will pm if you want to )
I do stupid things (eg kissing other people, not studying)
I'm ill. well I've got a massive headache (and I hate my teacher, he had an maths excercise today, and the sheet (powerpoint) headed 'headache' AS IF I DIDN'T HAVE ONE ALREADY) I'm freezing, I'm boiling, my throat feels like someone stabbed 15 knifes in it (which move when I cough; which I do a lot), my nose is running, I can't walk 2 stairs without having to catch my breath for 5 minutes, along with my heart pounding heavily and at least twice as fast as normally

second of all.. I hate the insurance company for my phone. I went to the store where I bought the phone on monday, then they told me I had to print my 'complaint' (huh? translating via wikipedia doesn't always make much sense; I meant that when something is stolen you go to the police and you fill out some forms and then they'll give you this 'complaint' thingy that you can give to the insurance n stuff.)
anyways. that guy made a copy of my passport, and gave me a new sim, blocked my old one.. he told me if I handed over my complaint form I could get a new phone instantly. next day, I returned. complaint form printed. blablabla conclusion of the whole story was, that I hadn't blocked my sim in 24 hours (which I wasn't capable of, since I was in amsterdam for the next day and didn't have their number. yeah I probs stored it in my phone but that one was STOLEN remember. gaahhh) and I would get sent a letter in 3 days whether it was accepted or not. ok, biked back to uni, cos I still had to go to college. then I got a phone call, 'yeah we forgot to copy your passport. can you come back to make a copy?' 'uhh that was done yesterday. by some other dude' 'oh I'll see if I can find it.. nope can't find it! so can you come back today?' '*sigh* suuuure...'

and today I got the letter from the insurance company, and ofcourse, they rejected my thingy. uh. youknow.

third, it's raining/snowing/freezing. which isn't really good for my cold/illness/whatever

fourth, I'm going to rise against tomorrow! yaaaay finally, can't wait to see em again.. BUT since I'm ill-ish, I'll probably not be able to go crazy n stuff, moshing, which I love.. normally I would go and stand on something high, like a staircase (which they have at that venue) to make some photo's/video's. BUT my cam got stolen. and I'm not gonna buy a new one before the gig cos I'm afraid I might lose it again/it might get stolen again.

that's about it. I still hate myself, nothing is going as I planned it.. and I hate relationships. and not being in them. and being in them. aaaaaaaaahhhhh

I've been pissed off whole day. There's no special reason why.
We had geography exam today. And after I had replied it for the teacher I realized I hadn't answered to one question which I would had known. So I missed some points because of my sloppiness.
And one guy is really driving me crazy. He's occasionally so irritating.
And tomorrow we have outdoor activities day at school and the temperature is going to be about ten degrees below zero. So I think it won't be very nice.....

oh, my, how do you survive such temperatures? here it must be at least 15 degrees more than that, and this morning for a while I could not move from the heater

Well, it's pretty normal temperature here in the winter and it could be much more. This morning it was twenty-one degrees below zero.

I'm not sure I can imagine such cold
*adjustes again the blanket she's already wearing*

Come here and you'll know.
Last winter was warmer than winters are here usually. This winter has been quite normal, I think.

I just got letter about that I should go army.. If it were voluntary I might even consider going there but now when state is forcing me to go it's just feels so disgusting. Talking about human rights..

damn, that sucks
I'm so glad dutch guys don't have to go into the army anymore

I think it sucks too that only guys have to go into the army, I mean, if you are gonna make such things mandatory, make it for ALL people. emancipation n stuff.. though I rather see them making army a voluntary thing....

I feel with you cause i'm in the same situation. My work made it possible to stall them for a year, but they keep annoying me and apparently want to pull me out of my studies and ruin my education.

Yep that's also one thing. My studies will postpone for a year at least or I could find a real job but no I have to play in the forest and learn how to make a bed

GAAAAAAHHHHHH HATEHATEHATE!!!!

I still haven't heard anything from my insurance company
but in the meanwhile I got my phone bill
I have to pay f*cking 60 euros more, because those twats that stole my phone are bloody foreigners (have nothing against them, as long as they don't steal my phone) and made calls to their family/friends abroad. F*CKING 60 EUROS!

bloody hell



sorry for the swearing

Today, tomorrow and maybe also the day after... I've been "coerced" to go with my parents. This time I really could not say no to my mom... but I don't want to go. Especially tomorrow

For the zillionst time I didn't get a job I wanted really bad, although I know for sure, without being cocky, that I would do that job very well.
And it's not like I'm too critic, actually I'm pretty easy now since I really want a job (just temporary though, since in september I'm going to study anyways ), but I just can't find any, neither can the job centers... Yea in a supermarket or callcenter, but these are like the only things I dón't want.
So yeah, I'm getting a bit desperate now

all my friends are going bowling tonight and I have to stay in and do homework. GAH.